Some people are very mischievous, they are willing to hurt other people so they can be happy themselves and get what they want. Below are two examples that I have experience through out my life, the first one is recent but you will see why it bothered me so much:
Two weeks ago I went to the mall to check out some electronic. Because my fax machine wasn't working. So I went into this store to check the all in one fax/printer/scanner. I immediately looked for one of the workers since I cant read or write they are very useful for me, just like am sure they are for other people...But as I approach the worker I handed him a note that one of my workers wrote for me, in the note it stated if he could help me look for a fax/printer/scanner and he was very amicable he immediately helped me out, he told me they did have it in store and what not (he acted just like anyone who was trying to sell something) well I was so please with his help that I bought it and brought it home. When I brought it home I had my helper install it for me though it wasn't compatible with my computer(but that's not the worst part) she asked "you didn't get the ones with Fax?" and I said I had and she explain to me that it didn't look like it had fax machine in it, so I called down the store to see if it was an all in one fax/scanner/printer and they told me they didn't sell that kind in the store...When he said that I felt as if someone had just smacked me across the face, I couldn't believe that this person who I thought to be so nice and helpful had lie to me, the reason he probably lie to me was because am a handicap and he knew clearly I couldn't read...This just make me realized that people don't care as long as they get the credit...If you work for any handicap people watch for them because in stores people will sell anything they don't care if you are a handicap and what not...
Everyone in their life has loved someone that wasn't their family...I know you'd probably think whose going to want to love a handicap or want to be in a relationship with them...Well I was in a relationship for three years, I really cared about this person, when I was with this person I didn't need a PCA she was the one who did the things for me, she helped me so much...We would go out everyday just like normal a couple would...I came to a point where I realized this might be it. This might be my chance to stabilize a family, but as you all know things have their turns. She said she loved me and I believed her I mean why wouldn't I? Right? I am not rich and it was clear to me that it couldn't have been because of the money...So why would she put up with me for three years saying she loved me...Honestly I think she did love me at one point... But what happened after that? What went wrong? She moved in to live with me, so of course this was the greatest thing that had ever happened to me in my life, I was so happy what more could ask for?...I was so happy I was blindfolded by my love towards her that I didn't realized she was pushing her self away from me, she would come home everyday late at night with excuses that she was at work...I thought about it that she might had someone else but I didn't want it to be true and make a chaos, so I decided to keep my thoughts to my self...One day she cam Really LATE at night and sat next to me...I sat up and told her I couldn't do this any more I couldn't allow her to be coming home late every night it wasn't right, and we ended it with a huge argument, and she left ever since she walked out of that door I never heard or spoke to her again...Till this day I still love her, and I hope where ever she is she has a happy life I wish her the best...
Two weeks ago I went to the mall to check out some electronic. Because my fax machine wasn't working. So I went into this store to check the all in one fax/printer/scanner. I immediately looked for one of the workers since I cant read or write they are very useful for me, just like am sure they are for other people...But as I approach the worker I handed him a note that one of my workers wrote for me, in the note it stated if he could help me look for a fax/printer/scanner and he was very amicable he immediately helped me out, he told me they did have it in store and what not (he acted just like anyone who was trying to sell something) well I was so please with his help that I bought it and brought it home. When I brought it home I had my helper install it for me though it wasn't compatible with my computer(but that's not the worst part) she asked "you didn't get the ones with Fax?" and I said I had and she explain to me that it didn't look like it had fax machine in it, so I called down the store to see if it was an all in one fax/scanner/printer and they told me they didn't sell that kind in the store...When he said that I felt as if someone had just smacked me across the face, I couldn't believe that this person who I thought to be so nice and helpful had lie to me, the reason he probably lie to me was because am a handicap and he knew clearly I couldn't read...This just make me realized that people don't care as long as they get the credit...If you work for any handicap people watch for them because in stores people will sell anything they don't care if you are a handicap and what not...
Everyone in their life has loved someone that wasn't their family...I know you'd probably think whose going to want to love a handicap or want to be in a relationship with them...Well I was in a relationship for three years, I really cared about this person, when I was with this person I didn't need a PCA she was the one who did the things for me, she helped me so much...We would go out everyday just like normal a couple would...I came to a point where I realized this might be it. This might be my chance to stabilize a family, but as you all know things have their turns. She said she loved me and I believed her I mean why wouldn't I? Right? I am not rich and it was clear to me that it couldn't have been because of the money...So why would she put up with me for three years saying she loved me...Honestly I think she did love me at one point... But what happened after that? What went wrong? She moved in to live with me, so of course this was the greatest thing that had ever happened to me in my life, I was so happy what more could ask for?...I was so happy I was blindfolded by my love towards her that I didn't realized she was pushing her self away from me, she would come home everyday late at night with excuses that she was at work...I thought about it that she might had someone else but I didn't want it to be true and make a chaos, so I decided to keep my thoughts to my self...One day she cam Really LATE at night and sat next to me...I sat up and told her I couldn't do this any more I couldn't allow her to be coming home late every night it wasn't right, and we ended it with a huge argument, and she left ever since she walked out of that door I never heard or spoke to her again...Till this day I still love her, and I hope where ever she is she has a happy life I wish her the best...
posted by michael at 11:21 AM
10 Comments:
Hey there, wow i cant believe it did u write this? it is so touching... u know michael i do believe that you are capable of fallin in love no matter if you are a person with disabilities or not because in the end we are all equally the same, and you know what its never to late to find that special someone...
Thank you, Michael. I enjoyed reading this. You have a unique writing voice. Very good.
Mostly I feel sorry for her... she is missing out on the great things you have to offer.
Don't give up. Love will come.
Hey,
What is it with girls fighting?
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